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Are my mistakes from the past going to follow me forever?

Am I destined to be haunted by every mistaken action I've done?

I feel trapped in my own brain, mistake after mistake, all over again like a fucking nightmare.

I feel resentment towards almost everybody, but mainly towards me.

When I feel that life makes no sense, I hold myself tight to the feeling of eternal life and scare myself with a worse life than the one that I'm already living.

I tend to think what I would say to people that have failed me, like that one I relied on and run away, leaving just no hope for things that I used to feel passionate about.

It feels like the whole world is laughing in your face, like hose bad dreams in which you are naked in front of a lot of people.

That feeling of exposure and criticism rottens my guts and makes me want to end everything right here right now.

like today, when I felt so uncertain about my future and what I study to become. Of course I don't feel happy, since I've been so underestimated, when I feel so superior.

When someone's ego is the base of their lives, and it's hit where it hurts the most, you feel as if it was really dark and you can't figure out a way out.